What To Look Forward To On Other Fiction, New Stories And Scripts Coming To BBT

Hi guys, hope you’re all doing well. Thanks for stopping by . There’s so much more to come here on Big Blog Theory . There’s so much to look forward to. There will be more scripts, there will be more stories. It’s so exciting, even I’m thrilled whilst I’m writing this post . I’m thrilled to be sharing more of my fictional works with you . There’s so much to look forward to .

I’m gonna start this new thing now where I write scenes and single monologues from some of my new stories and I upload them onto the blog . It’s just single scenes. You’re gonna get a chance to take a look at them before they become real stories, how exciting is that ?. They are not real stories just yet, I’m gonna start off by writing random five minute to ten minute scenes with different subjects and I’m gonna upload them in my other fiction category . There’s one that I’m working on at the moment, in fact I already finished it. It’s a scene where a mum has just lost her son to cancer and she’s dealing with grief and loss . I think it’s a very emotional and complexed scene and monologue. You get an insight into what she’s going through in times of grief . I think we’re all touched by cancer, through our loved ones and it’s dreadful. No one should have to go through that. So I wrote this scene on the spot . I had to listen to emotional music to create the right emotion and I almost cried in the process . I think the scene itself is very powerful and it’s raw and it’s real and it’s true representation of what most people go through . I’m gonna upload the scene down below so you can have a look at it .

The mum’s monologue}

As I walked through that door, I knew what was going on. His face was pale and his hands were shaking, he looked like a skeleton . I couldn’t even look at him, it made me sick. I just didn’t know what to do, I knew that he was sick and I knew that he was unwell, I tried to help him but, I knew I couldn’t do anything. And I looked in his eyes in that moment, I told him ” It’s gonna be okay, it’s gonna be okay, James, it’s gonna be fine, you’re gonna get treatment, you’re gonna get Chemo, it’s gonna be fine ”, but he just looked at me in that moment and he was like ” I’m scared, I’m so scared, mum, I don’t wanna die, I don’t wanna die alone, I’m scared, I’m really scared ”. And I told him, I said ” James, you’re not gonna die, it’s gonna be fine, mummy’s here, we’re gonna get you some help, just hold on ”. But he was like ” No no no no, I’m scared, I’m scared ”. { She breaks down}

Poor James, that was the last I ever heard from him. He only died last week, and I couldn’t even go and see him, I don’t know what to do. My son, my poor son. He was a good kid and I miss him so much. God do I miss him ?. I miss him. I’ve seen him come into my life and I’ve seen him come out of my life. Please let me understand, I just wanna understand.  No !!!, I’m not gonna understand. I don’t want to understand it. Because if I understand, then I accept. I don’t want to accept the fact that my son is dead. Why is he not here ?, why would god do this to me ?, why would they take my innocent boy away from me ?.

Please come back, Jamie, I miss you so much. Just come back, mummy needs you. Now with all these marriage issues, the bills and the taxes, with the bloody cost of living crisis. I need you here with me. Oh I love you Jamie. What I would give to see your smile again . Why did you have to go ?. Why did you have to take him from me ?. I would have told you everything but then you didn’t have to. { She carries on crying} ” Why, why, why. Come back, come back, come back, come back. Jamie, come back, come back, come back, come back . { She starts freaking out}

As I left my house to get some fresh air, one morning. I was walking when suddenly, everything went black. Then I look up and I see a beautiful sunset, I was aroused . Then, I hear a voice. The voice was indeed my son, and he said ” Don’t be sad, mummy, I’m better now, I’m all better. I’m not in pain anymore, I’m happy ”. I tried to reach out to him but by the time I could reach out my arm, he just drifted away into the bright sunlight . Seeing that made me realise how much I missed him. The boy who stepped into my life and gave my life meaning. I was nothing without him, I was a wreck, A useless wreck. Every morning, I would wake up to his smile, holding his hand very gently as I walked him to school in the mornings. I would always give him a great big cuddle, now not anymore. The house just feels so empty. It just doesn’t feel right .

I miss my boy and knowing that I’m never gonna see him again, it just kills me, it kills me. For all the times he made me laugh, for all the times he made me cry, for all the times he gave me hope. Now, it just feels like yesterday. He slowly drifted away from me and I didn’t know notice it. From that month on, I’m moving on, getting on with life but the pain still hides deep within. I don’t think it’s gonna get better any time soon. He’s dead, he’s gone, what can you do ?. Nothing .

Jamie, if you’re there. I just want you to know that mummy’s here for you. I’m gonna be here every step of the way. Love you, Jamie xxx  .

Okay, so that’s the monologue. I wrote it a few days ago. I hope you like it .

So yeah, so I wrote that. In my free time, I just write ten minute monologues about characters going through certain things . Just like what I just did with the one about the mum losing her son to cancer, you can see that she was in distraught . I just love writing these kinds of monologues . I also write monologues based on really mad and demented characters. Like there was this one. I didn’t write it, I think I just filmed myself doing a monologue but it was kind of all over the place . It was my first attempt at doing acting but I can’t act so it just looked like a horror film on steroids, plus I had to film it on my mum’s tablet and the camera quality was really bad. But I did this one about this demented, unstable band manager and the whole time, he just looks like he’s about to hit you over the head with a shoe or a slipper. It was an absolute car crash . My mum and my dad just cracked up laughing the whole time, I was like ” This is awful, maybe I should just stick to writing ”. It wasn’t an actual monologue, I just made it all up as I went along . Now I actually know how to write monologues after days of practise and trying .

There’s so much to look forward to on Other Fiction. More upcoming scripts and stories . There will be more old characters coming back. We have the return of In The City, we have The Boys Of New York, we have The Adventures Of Disgrace With Joe And Hayley, The Toffs Of London, we have Behind The Looking Glass coming back. We have more Two Hours Of Guff scripts on the way.

Including seperate monologues, and single projects. I’m currently working on a new project. I also write seperate scripts where it’s like a one off. There’s one which I’m working on at the moment, it’s called We Meet Again. It’s about these two strangers who meet and they create an unlikely bond . So it’s like character studies. One guy is shy and he’s not very social and the other guy is very confident and he just talks a lot . So I think it’s a very good idea, it’s almost like a conversation with a friend, I love it . So I’m gonna do those ones very soon.

Then, I’m writing some new stories . Such as, The Massacre At The Wittington Hotel. That one is about this girl who takes time off work and she stays at a bed and breakfast but she is haunted by a past of a very strange girl . That one is a thriller horror story . Then, we have Walk On The Wild Side which is a story about these four strangers who all go on a camping trip together but they don’t even know each other and as the trip goes on, they create a very special bond . Then there’s another one about this man, his name is Ritchie and he’s dying from Cancer and his friends take him to Kent to give him a good send off, then there’s another one which is a mini story which is about a boy named Richard and he has a mental health disorder and you get to see how the family deals with it, it’s gonna be an emotional heartwarming story. I have all these ideas of stories that I’m gonna be working on . You will have a chance to read them too .

I think each and every story has an incredible journey . Stories in films and plays really fascinate me in so many ways. It encouraged me to write stories of my own . It’s incredibly entruiging . You guys have so much to look forward to. Stay tuned for more scripts and stories here on Big Blog Theory .

Thank you so much for reading my post, I have given you an insight into what you’re gonna be seeing more of here on my blog. I’m thinking of doing a post where I talk about how I do my writing and some of my tips, where I get my inspiration from, and hopefully it inspires you if you’re going for the same thing . Thank you so much for your support, thank you so much for stopping by. Have a nice day wherever you are right now, love you. Lots more to come on Big Blog Theory .